January 2011
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I would seriously pay someone like $5 a day, every day, to come make up my bed with fresh, clean sheets. Any takers?
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While walking through the overly crowded hallways of my high school, as flocks of bodies push and shove past me to the nearest door racing towards freedom, a young lady of African-American ethnicity and short stature was approaching me and simultaneously texting. I made several attempts to avoid her careless rampage, but she never looked up to see where she was leading herself and consequently...
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Love and be loved and be love.
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“Now I don’t know why, but I still try to smile when they talk at me like I’m just a child. Well I’m not a child. No, I am much younger than that.
And now I’ve read some books and I’ve grown quite brave. If I could just speak up, I think I would say that there is no truth. There is only you and what you make the truth.”
All joking and over-dramatic-teenage-girl-ness aside, if I’m not able to attend one of Bright Eyes’ shows before they stop touring for the last time, something inside of me is going to break irreparably.
“The true beauty of the inner self is its spirit nurturing truth which breathes...”
– Micheal Teal
trevorandhisbike:
This is the final cut of my...
“The body is an instrument which only gives off music when it is used as a body....”
– Anaïs Nin
coke-jaw asked: Honestly, typical Christians Trying to force what they believe is right down, someone who has the courage to think different's throat. And they're anon. Wow, what to represent, right?
Anonymous asked: The Bible and Christianity aren't the reasons your friends are racist and anti-gay. The Bible says nothing about hating based on race, and even though it says that man should be between a man and a woman, it also says to love thy neighbor and that thou who is without sin shall cast the first stone. The reason your friends are like that is because of how they were raised, not because of...
Anonymous asked: The Bible and Christianity aren't the reasons your friends are racist and anti-gay. The Bible says nothing about hating based on race, and even though it says that man should be between a man and a woman, it also says to love thy neighbor and that thou who is without sin shall cast the first stone. The reason your friends are like that is because of how they were raised, not because of...
Anonymous asked: Which of your friends are racists and which are anti-gay?
Anonymous asked: Which of your friends are racists and which are anti-gay?
Anonymous asked: I feel like you live life tearing Christianity down instead of trying to actually understand it or trying to find something that suits you. sorry if this annoying.
Anonymous asked: I feel like you live life tearing Christianity down instead of trying to actually understand it or trying to find something that suits you. sorry if this annoying.
“Nonresistance, nonjudgement and nonattachment are the three aspects of true...”
– Eckhart Tolle
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I just cannot understand how God could supposedly love all his children unconditionally, yet conditionally enough to damn you to hell if you break one of his 10 “rules” for entrance into heaven. Admittedly, the commandments are guidelines we should all follow regardless of our religious practices because it is, as I believe, morally responsible things to do. But who hasn’t broken...
“What a man thinks of himself, that it is which determines, or rather indicates,...”
– Walden by Henry David Thoreau
This blog is the stupidest thing in my life.
My insecurities are so prevalent that even when I’m unconscious they are on my mind. The dream I had last night has been at the front of my thoughts all day. I can’t believe I had the same nightmare twice in one night, yet I can hardly remember it. Just bits and pieces keep popping into my head. Go away. I’m plenty secure. Quit reminding me otherwise.
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I understand now why kids do such stupid things for attention. It probably feels really satisfying, in the same way an addict feels good after getting his fix. Somebody pay attention to me! Want me! Love me! Acknowledge my presence! I’m acting like such a child, but it’s selfishly eating me up inside. I don’t have much to offer, but maybe you’ll find something you like!...
Recently, I’ve been feeling so insecure with life and all the people I’ve put in it. I mean, hey, haven’t I known you for the past 16 years? Is this some side effect of “divorce trauma”?
All that feels okay right now is lying in bed and crying.
And jesus christ, have I mentioned how damn lonely I am? Alone, completely.
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Wanna hear a joke?
Lil Wayne.
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This rainy weather is so lovely. I really hope I wake up to snow tomorrow! Then I might just be able to tolerate this cold weather.
May your day be filled with love in all forms! Happiness lies in every moment, you only have to live it!
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Life is beautiful. Life is a gift. Life is precious. Life is yours to enjoy. All life lives in God, for God is ALL THAT IS! All life is an extension of your Self, for we are all ONE! Celebrate the beauty of you!
nirvikalpa-deactivated20110625- asked: any book by osho is a good book!
Faint in the middle of AP U.S. History without anyone really noticing.. beat the system.
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“Is it true what they say about the Son of God? Did he die for us? Did he die at all? And if I sold my soul for a bag of gold, to you, which one of us would be the foolish one? Which one of us would be the fool?”
Do you even understand how incredible it would be to attend a Bright Eyes concert? You could never possibly come close to comprehending how absolutely happy that would make me. Just to be surrounded by fellow Oberst fans.. oh my lord. I keep finding myself daydreaming about it. It would be so beautiful and Conor would be so lovely and awkward and everyone would be singing along to all the songs...
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I’m eaten up by this.. nothingness. It makes me ashamed and yet grateful that my “problems” are so incredibly trivial. Of course they are unique, and surely no one else has experienced them in the exact fashion I have, but they are meaningless! I’m crying and smiling all at the same time because I’m blessed and lucky and alive, right here and now.
I feel quite awful, and I really don’t like anyone right now. It’s remarkable timing, because Monday I’ll be returning to school surrounded by 4000 morons whom I can barely tolerate. Will someone who can keep their mouth shut come over and watch Breakfast at Tiffany’s with me? (*Good cuddling skills may redeem one’s lack of silence.) Because it’s that kind of...